I have been Kidding myself!!

Ok, so for the last few months I really haven't been working the Dave way! I just have been Kidding myself that I was doing it. We have added debt then get rid of debt! It started back in March when I bought my laptop. So i'm starting all over!! I have sat down and wrote out all our bills again. Ugh. that was not fun at all! Since we added a few medical bills and loan we got form michaels grandpa so we could buy a truck for my husband that he hardly ever uses since gas is so damn expensive! I we also got behind on the daycare bill since I always for get to write out the check since I had been haveing some health issues. So I sat down and paid every single thing that need to be paid until we get paid on friday I empty our EF and empty our chirstmas fun. so everything is curent! I also started a new budget! I'm going to stick to it. Damn its so dran hard. I hate this!!!
So here goes our new Debt
OB/GYN 82.80 / 82.80
FL Medical 841.69/min 70.00
Grandpa 1500.00 / 100.00
Best Buy 2104.25/ 50.00
Chase 2666.92 / 74.00
Discover 3126.54/ 63.00
GTE CC 5889.54/ 118.00
HSBC 7796.04 / 100.00
GTE CP 8849.35 / 239.00
New Grand Total 32,857.13

This sucks. O well, I'm sure it could be alot worst! I'm going to see if I can get to were we live on just my husband check! witch is about 1100.00 evey 2 weeks. My pay is about 600.00 every 2 weeks. we get paid on the same day since we work for the same company. So looks like we are just going to start all over like we did last September. Ugh. I'm just so mad at my self. I so wanted to have 1/2 the debt paid off before the end of the year so i could be a stay at home mom. but that sure dosn't look like thats going to happen. plus we are TTC # 2. I don't think thats a good Idea now since how much debt we have. becuase I know as sooon as we have the baby i'm going to want to stay home home. Ok. enought of my venting. I know i'm being really hard on my self. here to a New beginning!!!! Again!!!

June Debt!!!

DISNEY 2781.62
DISCOVER 3169.41
GTE CC 5976.97
HSBC 7806.62
GTE CP 9040.57
TOTAL 28,775.19

Stress out

Ok, I'm more then stress out I'm about to Freak OUT!!! As you all know we are trying our best to become debt free. I have to say this is the hardest thing I have done in my whole 29 yrs of life! See here is my deal. Reilly will be starteing school in Aug. We are doing school Choice to see if we can move her from our "zone" school West to diffrent school. Woodland. Well west starts at 8:40am and gets out at 2:50. Woodland starts at 9:35am and gets out at 3:45pm. Now woodland has the place program witch is the before and after school care. its not 100% that roo could get in the place program becuase they do a lotery for spots! Ugh. So now I have to figer out to find someone to watch Reilly in the AM and in the afternoon! I'm not really confterable with her riding a bus at 5yrs old! heck she still in a 5pt harnes car seat since she is only 33lbs! Let alone sitting on a bus! Well if i quite work to and find a part time job no part time jobs have health ins. I really need Health ins since I really want to have another baby. Michael will not let it happen If I don't have health ins! Also if I end up staying home our bills will pile up! I need to have some kind of job where I can make some money to help pay off this debt. but If we get 50% of it paid off then I know we would be ok. But Thats the prob how i'm I going to pay off 15,000 in 4 months! So I need to find something I can do from home or something. i'm just freaking out so much is unknown right it driving me nuts!

May Debt!

Disney 2846.14
Discover 3212.28
GTE CC 6066.16
HSBC 7814.14
GTE CP 9238.34
Total 29177.06

UGH this debt is going to take for ever!!! but its at least its going down!

April's Debt

Disney 2848.49

Discover 3256.04

GTE CC 6155.73

HSBC 7829.51

GTE CP 9450.67
Total 29540.44