Just somethings On my Mind

Now this has nothing to do With debt its just how i'm feeling right now. So yestorday I found out that my cousin is pregnant again. She has 10 month old girl boy twins. As i'm very excited for her. I found my self feeling Mad sad and frustrated! She is Due March 16th. 3 days after Reilly Will turn 7 years old. However she will be having another c-section so she will prob be having it before then but still. her kids will be 18months aprart. this is just makeing me want to have another child even more for some reason. Ok, enought of a pitty party. I just need to get it off my chest!. Thats why I love bloging!